Design.

Just saw some people works on the web and so called 'graphic design'... *shake-head* Got a feelings want to train up the staff to a better lever of handling these software. Especially the hardest people to be train by ourself, gf... It was a common issue with teaching gf new things... It normally lead to a fight... hahaha! But still, I'm not giving up... =)

Hopeless.

I just found myself did or said something really really stupid... A pure breed sohai...
X.X

被撞

就有预感会发生，真的发生了。

今天，我的车被撞到了。
担心放在哪儿会有人碰到，傍晚就想到把它给移进室内停车场，但学生都还没放学，没有空位，只好晚些再移吧。哪知，不久，就听到有人喊“乓”接着，熟悉的alarm声就响起了。。。 我急忙冲去房间去看个究竟。。。 啊！！不是吧！！那么多人围着我的车子！果然，我的车被撞到了。。。

Become a history.

Today, I just felt miserable when I'm migh just kissing my watch good bye... Not a very valuable time piece, but I do have important memorial for me. This is a gift for my 21st birthday from my previous gf... I'm always have it on my wrist is because, for me, its a very good, nice watch. I always wanted to have a real nice watch, and my wish granted during that birthday. It meets most of the requirement of my dream watch. Many people thought that I still have it on my wrist is that I'm yet letting go my previous relationship. For me, its different... This watch meant a lot to me, it represent the officially of me getting into a new stage of life, just like the golden key my dad gave me. A symbol of a maturity, a symbol of my granted wishes. I love this watch.

Last night, I was not happy... Someone said that I'm wearing the watch present by my ex-gf... and some peoples are not okay with it... wth? so I like that watch but I can't wear it just because of its from my ex-gf?? And wth with my gf must buy me a new watch? because of this ****ing topic and me and my gf argued... So wth u all peoples thinking of? Why not like this? Ask my gf to buy me a new house cause she went here before, buy me a new car where i used to fetch her? Throw all the clothes, all the stuff she bought for me? Best of all, just throw the ****ing me away because I'm belongs to some one else before too! And part of me even made of my ex too! **** you! Please open up ur mind abit la! ****ing serious I don't even bother my gf using stuff bought by her ex... There're no need for my gf to buy me a watch is because there's no need for her to buy me an expensive watch! We only buy what we need! Not everyone like you all work high paid, even no need to work also can put a hand out asking money from parents! I'm cool with u all, but I just can't stand what you all made my gf desperate... I know I'm too much, but I still want to do this... anyway, sorry for this... I'm sensitive. Sure my gf will be mad to read this. WTF! And i don't fucking care! This is my thought!

Right after I back home, the watches was doomed. Left in my drawer... Soon, it will be sat in its box... Goes to a dark world where no one will see it again, being a history... Trapped inside a memorial palace... Left some memories go on.... I hope my life does follow the path of this watch... I have to move on.... Looking forward to a brighter side...

Party.

Going to a party this week end. Heard the host rent a lot to have that birthday celebration party. This party will be end very late... or should i say early morning in the next day? Haha... Of course, there'll be lots of fun there... just worry that it might disturb the nearby residents... or even being report as illegal gathering???? omg... I think better get out of there right after the candles blown... Some more got grading test in the next day... wtf... I was so not ready for the test! Those patterns, kicks and one step sparring... need to do minimum 8 sets of it.... urhh.... Need to sparring some more... I just don't want people to get hurts.... J/K... I was the person who get hurt all these long... Okay, wish me luck... Double promotion!!!

Lag.

I'm too far away to the life that I wanted to be. Too far away.... It is something that in a totally different world. Very different level of life.

Some how, blogging is like a way to release stress for me... throw out everything not happy here... Put up my though and some nice things to remember too...

If I'm in the wrong train, it will be like a never turn back trip... even taking another board to back where I actually wanted to, it still will be different. Also, different timing already, everything still going to be changed.

I was not being negative or what, ya, obviously my English is sucks... I can't help to make instant improvement... Everything I'm doing is like dragged behind... everything being postponed. Hate my own attitude... I know there're good side of mine, but some time people is stubborn, doing wrong things even they did know the consequences...

Smoker.

Still remember those days I farked up with my friends because they smoke. Even I scolded my relative who are smoke too. So you think that you who are not even my friend expecting I'm so generous to accept the way you all smoke and even sit beside me? Go to HELL u all smokers!