Few day ago, I was so confuse what I’m thinking…
I felt like I’m very different now a day…
I’m acting weird…
I do stuff that I usually don’t do…
One day,
A person appeared on my mind…
It remind me that the incident happened, how tat person felt…
Cause I felt it too… I don’t like it to happen to the one I did care now…
I was confused and down for few days…
I talked to my friends…
She was right too….
We are always live in a way to compare or to be compared…
There’s no need to compare our self to others…
Maybe I just lack of confidence… I’m…
Maybe I was just being compared,
Then I need to be better or just being myself?
I think to being myself will do fine… I’ll be fine… I have to…
And then I found what I want… And direction…
I realize something that I got now and I should really appreciate it now..
I learnt lessons from the pass…But I didn’t get it done right…
I think I hurt her again…
She love me so much…
All my friend can see it…
I can felt it too…
I like that feel…
But I hurt her so deep…
I don’t know what should I do…
Something I did wrong and it can’t be fixed…
I made her got the fell that I only pretend to like her…
I’m not, I didn't pretend… Seriously I'm NOT!!
I’m really honest with it…
I was told that we should not be too honest some times…
But I think some times it’s not that I’m honest, is too straight it hink…
I direct hurt a person… without turning…
Any single thought I will express out….
It really hurts…
Now, I was so afraid a thing to happen…
I don’t know what should I do if it really happens…
Maybe it’s something that both of us might expect it to happen a day…
What I thinking is, when ever there’s a challenge, we’ll get stronger when we pass through it…
I hope we can go through it…
Problems will still exist if we never solve them…
At least we know what is the problem…
I believe we can get through it…
Guide me to the right way too…
Thank you… my friends…
I love you, BB...
Tuesday, January 12, 2010
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