Day-01

After some emo time, I feel better. Tears whipped out the dust maybe..I see things clearer.. but I'm not very sure about it la.. Talked to some peoples, they all care about me.. feel happy.. I'm going to give the same feeling to the one i love.. everyone.. i meant it.. start now..

I find that she left me because she felt want more freedom.. she can always got it.. all there long.. and in future... i think she just got herself some problem, everything will be fine.. because I believe nothing is IMPOSSIBLE.. Every problem got it's solution.. I changes very fast.. I used to put anger on a person suddenly with "no reason"(actually got la) when we are happy together.. Same at this time, I can become a better person in a very short time..

Changing my attitude is not impossible.. I'm strong, like an immune system, when there are more virus attack, i'll grow stronger and stronger.. I love you..

Begins of new life. Day-00

16th August 2009, Sunday. A day i got a big challenge of my life. A day I never wanted it to come. A day I never ever think to come. i always wanted to start a blog, to express my thought, my mind, my happiness, of course, the hard time for me.. In my opinion, there's not a good thing to show the world about sad things happened on me, no reason to make the world more sad or so called touch? Today, I started this blog, the 1st day of the real challenges of my life.. I'm going to get a girl's heart back... I'm don't think I'm a good blogger or good in writing, I will try my best...

People always say:" Treasure while you can, it's too late for you to regret when u can't..".. Yeah, treasure every moment while u can, but did I? Yes. I did, but not enough.. and with the improper way.. As my friend say, when God give you the best thing in the world, God can take it away anytime... I think God is taking away what I got.. Besides my parents and family members, there's a girl who loved me, care of me, and protect me all the time.. 16th August, she say that she wants to leave me and be alone for a moment.. It's because all these long, she's too tired of what she had done for me.. I refuse, she insist.. She said she wouldn't blame me if i hate her or disappointed with her, and ends with a sorry.. Sayang, I never hate you, or disappointed with you, you are everything for me.. You are the one I love most...... Just that i never say out or show.. I'm sorry too.. Please come back..