Money matters.

It seems to be just a money matter... Why must all decisions always made by money come first? How bout life? love one? families? Yes, I can't denied that for the world we live in today, we are barely survive without money... But why? Money is really more important than anything else where it should be come in the first place to making a decision?

Choosing a far-a-way resort which meals and accommodations are provided and just to skip some transport fees and a little rental fees? It's really less money to be consumed to choose a such way? Is that only that few matters to be considered? Is that simple? So it's like a bird is rather to choose to stay in a cage than need a little harder effort to find food around?

It seems to be you made your choice since the beginning... Maybe I was think too much.. Maybe i just though that I'm thinking really that detail? Or just my stubbornness keeps me stand still at my point of view... But still, how if I'm right too?? Maybe I'm totally wrong, what the bird choose is freedom and it really get what it wants... not that as i see it was in the cage... I don't know...

I wish that I could have that large amount of money now and problems solved... You get everything you want... And I have no need to worry that is there any decision made wrongly... Or I did the wrong decision or give wrong advise... I am selfish... who's not? Maybe there is someone...

I also wish that there's some one here to talks to me, guide me and tells me what's right, what's wrong... Gives me advices at least some comments... I think is more likely for something that I wish to be happen...