Today, I just felt miserable when I'm migh just kissing my watch good bye... Not a very valuable time piece, but I do have important memorial for me. This is a gift for my 21st birthday from my previous gf... I'm always have it on my wrist is because, for me, its a very good, nice watch. I always wanted to have a real nice watch, and my wish granted during that birthday. It meets most of the requirement of my dream watch. Many people thought that I still have it on my wrist is that I'm yet letting go my previous relationship. For me, its different... This watch meant a lot to me, it represent the officially of me getting into a new stage of life, just like the golden key my dad gave me. A symbol of a maturity, a symbol of my granted wishes. I love this watch.
Last night, I was not happy... Someone said that I'm wearing the watch present by my ex-gf... and some peoples are not okay with it... wth? so I like that watch but I can't wear it just because of its from my ex-gf?? And wth with my gf must buy me a new watch? because of this ****ing topic and me and my gf argued... So wth u all peoples thinking of? Why not like this? Ask my gf to buy me a new house cause she went here before, buy me a new car where i used to fetch her? Throw all the clothes, all the stuff she bought for me? Best of all, just throw the ****ing me away because I'm belongs to some one else before too! And part of me even made of my ex too! **** you! Please open up ur mind abit la! ****ing serious I don't even bother my gf using stuff bought by her ex... There're no need for my gf to buy me a watch is because there's no need for her to buy me an expensive watch! We only buy what we need! Not everyone like you all work high paid, even no need to work also can put a hand out asking money from parents! I'm cool with u all, but I just can't stand what you all made my gf desperate... I know I'm too much, but I still want to do this... anyway, sorry for this... I'm sensitive. Sure my gf will be mad to read this. WTF! And i don't fucking care! This is my thought!
Right after I back home, the watches was doomed. Left in my drawer... Soon, it will be sat in its box... Goes to a dark world where no one will see it again, being a history... Trapped inside a memorial palace... Left some memories go on.... I hope my life does follow the path of this watch... I have to move on.... Looking forward to a brighter side...
