I'm just pathetic.

When I was needed, I'm always be there. When there is something else, I no longer important, everything is my fault. I never be the right one, never... Life is unfair, it never be fair too... I just swallowing my voice... I can't imagine the day when it burst... But does it important? Who cares? I'm just someone passed by... I don't feel my existent is important... I'm just pathetic... I live too much for other... Where are the part for myself? I just choose to give it to others... I live in others life than myself... But people can't see... Why is people think I'm selfish? I'm really not... I think of others before I do something... i did really do things for someone, not for myself... I really don;t like the way people look down on me... Some time, I just accept the fact, yes, I'm useless... This is why I did nothing...

Right, just don't care what I said here... Please don't even give a damn on it... I'm just sad here & write some nonsense... I'm sad that people can do all sort of things, as they like! In another hand, I can't even do anything where it never be a wrong thing to be done... I never blame this to anyone... I just did it on my own will...