10-05-2010

Each time I logged on my blog, I will saw a words "my feelings are not important to you".... is it? Urgh... It have been almost a week I'm not sleeping well... so do her... It also almost a week that I'm not feeling well too... I got stomachache every time i had my meal. I don't know how... Not feelings to seek for doctor either. Today, I'm not feeling well, physically and mentally as well. I'm so tired... It almost late to send Pam for her exam. Caught in traffic jam even using smart tunnel... Fortunately can reach in time. I din had my shower & 'bank in' earlier, if i had, properly she will be late... I got stomachache again... Rushing back to my college, I'm late for my appointment too... I go into my room, a guy was found sleeping on my bed! WTF! His pc, paper works, everything on my desk! WTF he was thinking? Aren't there is another desk bed then mine?? Fark you! Some ppl's frn over night on my bed! using my desk! plug in with my network cable and wtf u want to untie mt cables??? fark you! Next, not more words to speak, i rush into washroom... wtf, i think i got some problem with my stomach...

My tutor come and we start my revision after a breakfast. It took about 5 hours non-stop of revision. I hope this could help on passing my resit paper...

Not long after Pam finish her exam, i make a call to make sure she was fine... She was having meal with her course mate. I got my stomachache again... No phone calls after that... she not calling or even telling me what her plan... what time to pick her up. more than 10 calls are made... Non is responding... An sms came after many of hours. Pam will watch movie with her friend. Another sms after couple of minutes. She say she will be back in short. Ok, so I quickily copy up my notes, packing and leaving. I was warn by my friends that I should stay and do my revision, i insisted. I have to pick my gf home.

I'm on my way to pick up Pam. I was so tired. The rain was to heavy. And I'm worry... about pam. My phone rang, she told me that the railway is delaying due to the rain. What the.... I'm reaching the place... I text her back to see maybe she might know how long it could takes for the rail back to function again. Hmm... What i got? I just got a call and get scolded. "..........." what can I say? What you expected me to do? scolding you for don't know how long it would take? Scolding you for the delay of the train? I just want to check things out and see maybe there's something I can do while waiting...I just try to see that you might know new information... What I want???(always been asked) what I want? I just want to make sure you can reach your destination safely, I could let you sit down comfortably, no need to jam with others in the public tans, no need to wait... And I don't even know where got what transportation available, what buses or rail you can reach easily... That's why I ask which the easies for you?? And I was alwasy been told that "do what you like" " you like lo"... What I like?? I want to make things easier for you, no need you to take long wait for buses, Que long to get in train or change station... You know that you know more about that than me where I'm only a nerd?

Okay, I hope you already cool down yourself... i don't want to make fighting between us....