Day-02

I think this blog will be more like a diary for me, for me to record and express my feeling. OK, today, I received an SMS from her. She hopes that I will work hard for my future... and face my life positively. I told her, I’m! I also asked her for a chance for us to be together. She didn’t reply for that, and I’m not pushing her to do so too... I will wait for her answer. In the evening, I called her, just to hear her voice, it really….. [Speechless, I’m just happy].

Yesterday, I played a cassette, a gift from her, it's her favorite artist-- Jay Chow’s album. I listen to the songs and sing all the way I drive back to my college. It made me felt that I’m in the song; lyrics tell everything about my feeling, so close... I couldn’t sing anymore, I insist, but my body couldn’t... I want to be with her immediately…hugging her...never loss her...

Talk about singing, karaoke is one of our favorite activities... Her voice is very sweet... voice of an angel for me... For me, I sang badly... I don’t really know how to sing, she trained me... I like to sing because of her... and I sing better now... Every time I go to sing with friend, I wish that she is there, I love she sing, love her voice... Few weeks ago, we planned to go karaoke, but due to some work, we didn’t go... Now, I just wait for her to sing with me again... She is like voice to me now, I can’t sing without her... Just 2 more weeks, semester ends; short break coming... More free time…can go karaoke…with her... Just wish and pray for everything goes fine...

She: moved forward
Me: me too... (=>)

ps: This picture took me almost a day to post up, I just keep trying and trying till I succeed. I'll do the same for my life, I'll never give up easyly...

My Sayang

I know her on the 1st year of my secondary school. She is my classmate. Her First impression for me is: "wow! She is a very nice".. at all spec.. (Nice looking, polite, friendly, good academic record, lots more…..) My friends always bully her.. so do I.. She is very friendly and playfull as well.. She is very popular in school and got alots of friends.. 1 day, her friend meet me in school, and ask me why I bully her? What can I say? Well, I said: “I’m sorry.. I just play play ma..” My bad.. Since that day, I very seldom bully her or even near her.. OMG.. such a weak boy that time.. Haiz, I have to admit.. and I know I got no reason to bully her.. just playful ma..

Few years after that, I start to admire her more and more.. I told her when I got a car, I’ll bring her to see Ferrari – her favorites car that time.. I’m kind of a introvert traditional boy.. I try to approach and talk to her more… Near end of that year, I had a girlfriend after some times ago when I know she actually having a relationship..

During the final year of my secondary school, final is near, everyone study harder, most of us having group study everywhere.. The year a group of friends become closer and closer.. We study together, eat together, have fun and enjoy all the time.. Of course, the time me and she is hanging around more often.. She taught me math, and help me in my studies.. she gives lots of support to me, and friends.. very nice person..