Alone....

It's still the same old question from my friend...
What's the miserable thing in my life?
Ans: Things that I want it to be the best, things that i like, or important to me will always get ruined at the end...

Need no time of a week, my mood is going back down again... Tear drops is dipping again... It should be a very good sleep every night... but it wasn't as my expectation... I can't sleep well at all... without her at my side... Can't see her right i open my eyes in the morning... I miss her so much... but now it seems to be a night mare coming soon... Some history might just going to happen again.... I don't want it to be... I hate it so much when things that I think it going to be fine or the thing is going fine, and it just blown in the end... I was scared... I feel weak now...