Hahahahahaha! So what I suppose to do??? She think I will do so... any maybe I did it before... I so freaking hate it... I'm a junk... HAHAHHAHAHAH!!!! HA! HA! HA! I'm a BAD GUY!!!
And it rather to talk with friend than bf.. cause I know, bf will always lead topic to argument and fighting in the end... Damn farking disappointed with myself... hopeless human being on the earth....
She said she doesn't care about me anymore. It came out from her own mouth.
And I so worry that the moment I still can be on this planet or existing in this world is going to be less... I want and hope to treasure everything I got? now but it seems to be quite an unsuccessful things for me... I fail myself... Hoping for another chance to be given? Why should people give it to me where I don't even care? Who say I don't care! Is me who care too much and lead to the day I have today! I'm too much and always in the wrong path perhaps? And one thing for sure, I don't give up easily... I hope there are no reason for me to have the chance to give up either....
To myself: Stay strong... Like she told me, I have believe...
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