Remember the special day doesn't mean anything to me...
Today i got my chance to make a wish...
I wish I can wish more than a wish...
I wish you Happy...
I wish you will realise something you not realise...
I wish it's not too late for you to realise it...
I wish there's no "too late" in this world...
I wish myself to be Happy...
Wednesday, August 26, 2009
Sunday, August 23, 2009
Saturday, August 22, 2009
Friday, August 21, 2009
Day-05
Today, I had a sweet dream again… I felt that the world in my dream continues… I dreamed we are happy together, as we get back together yesterday… Or maybe there’s another world exists? We never know… or maybe there’s a world exist among everyone, in their own mind, their own world, the world they dream of… How about yours? Do you ever think of that? Hahaha…
I love to take photo… not always in the picture... I’m the photographer… I hope I can capture every moment… it allow us to remind and never forget the moment, happy or sad, every moment is treasured… For me, photographer is a story teller… we tell story through pictures… What in the picture is what a photographer sees, it is a visible, tasteless, soundless and motionless memory… but it still allow people feel the moment being captured… Photographer captures and tell story of the world, but they never see themselves… They can’t see themselves through the lenses… another photographer tells their stories… Sayang, be my photographer, tell my story… and tell me story…
The best lens is not the one you can see the galaxy; is my eyes...
The best camera is not my camera or the most expensive one; is me...
The best lens and the best camera are useless without something to capture… You are what I want to capture… you complete me…
I love to take photo… not always in the picture... I’m the photographer… I hope I can capture every moment… it allow us to remind and never forget the moment, happy or sad, every moment is treasured… For me, photographer is a story teller… we tell story through pictures… What in the picture is what a photographer sees, it is a visible, tasteless, soundless and motionless memory… but it still allow people feel the moment being captured… Photographer captures and tell story of the world, but they never see themselves… They can’t see themselves through the lenses… another photographer tells their stories… Sayang, be my photographer, tell my story… and tell me story…
The best lens is not the one you can see the galaxy; is my eyes...
The best camera is not my camera or the most expensive one; is me...
The best lens and the best camera are useless without something to capture… You are what I want to capture… you complete me…
About love
What is love? I don't know... In the pass, I told her I like her... like her very much... I don't have to courage to say I love her...because I don't know what is love... till now, I think I understand...
As i know... Love can be in many forms, it can be an energy, emotion, feeling, many more... It's the biggest force in the world... A mother can sacrifice everything including their own life to save and protected their children... Because of love, parents work so hard and feed their childrens, send them to school, not because of it is necesary...they alway hope for the best for their childrens... Love, allowed a person to help a stranger who meets problems... Because of love, a person forgive another person no matter how wrong te person did...
Since "Love" can be in forms of an energy... the law of conservation of energy states that energy cannot be created nor destroyed... so do love... For couples, husband-and-wife, love does not exist even trough make-love... It's my fault to miss lead my friend about it... Making-love can increased the love feeling of both person, only they are truly love each other... It always being misunderstood by many peoples... We call sexual intercouse as love-making, but it don't really makes a love...
"love is a thing that makes u happy and makes u who u are" -Kev
**please take note that the above statement about "love" is yet proven & it only base on personal oppinion.
As i know... Love can be in many forms, it can be an energy, emotion, feeling, many more... It's the biggest force in the world... A mother can sacrifice everything including their own life to save and protected their children... Because of love, parents work so hard and feed their childrens, send them to school, not because of it is necesary...they alway hope for the best for their childrens... Love, allowed a person to help a stranger who meets problems... Because of love, a person forgive another person no matter how wrong te person did...
Since "Love" can be in forms of an energy... the law of conservation of energy states that energy cannot be created nor destroyed... so do love... For couples, husband-and-wife, love does not exist even trough make-love... It's my fault to miss lead my friend about it... Making-love can increased the love feeling of both person, only they are truly love each other... It always being misunderstood by many peoples... We call sexual intercouse as love-making, but it don't really makes a love...
"love is a thing that makes u happy and makes u who u are" -Kev
**please take note that the above statement about "love" is yet proven & it only base on personal oppinion.
Thursday, August 20, 2009
Day-04
This morning, I had a dream… In my dream, I back to my old house… it still look like the old time… I dreamed she talk to me… she said: "Hey...Why don't we..."I quickly say: "get back together" She nods her head and smile…and mean a "yes"... I quickly put her in my bosom… Happy ending… OMG! I can’t believe it! I’m so excited! And I awake… I wish the moment can last, but I know it wouldn’t… I still remember she told me about what she dream, she got terrible dreams, something she don’t wish to happen, she told me she’s scared… I told her not to scared, because the dream will not come true… now, the dream came true… so I think my dream will come true too!
Few days ago, I saw her post and say she is very unconscious… I didn’t ask about it… Her friends comment on the post… she still able to making fun of it… that the best part… She is always being positive… admire at her… hehehe… Sayang, no matter how unconscious are you, I’ll be there for you, leading you to the right way, taking care everything for you, protect you from any harm…even you are not… I love you…
Friend: If there’s a period for everything to be fine, I guest it will be weeks to half a year..
Me: I hope is seconds… I’ll still work very hard for it…even it might take X over nought seconds…
Never give up! So do I, so do everyone... ^^
Few days ago, I saw her post and say she is very unconscious… I didn’t ask about it… Her friends comment on the post… she still able to making fun of it… that the best part… She is always being positive… admire at her… hehehe… Sayang, no matter how unconscious are you, I’ll be there for you, leading you to the right way, taking care everything for you, protect you from any harm…even you are not… I love you…
Friend: If there’s a period for everything to be fine, I guest it will be weeks to half a year..
Me: I hope is seconds… I’ll still work very hard for it…even it might take X over nought seconds…
Never give up! So do I, so do everyone... ^^
Wednesday, August 19, 2009
Day-03
Today, I just submit assignment for one of my subject. It’s a CAD (Computer Aided Drawing) subject. I have to admit I’m quite good at it, but I faced a very serious problem, I don’t know what caused it, maybe it’s a computer bug, the drawing keep undo by itself, things suppose to be rounded-edge keep changing to an sharpened-edge during re-open the file. I fix it again and again since days ago, still the same problem…I’m frustrated… My lecturer allowed me to submit the drawing without what it supposed to look like… he say he will still giving me the mark I deserved. And then only I realized that everyone is facing the same problem! But I insist, I want to do the best, it should be what it supposes to be! At last, the bugs still exist, but I got my way to overcome it! I might be the only person with the correct work (hope it is really correct la)… I realized: When there’s a problem, we might not able to solve it… problem can’t change, we change ourselves, try different ways, solutions is always waiting for us…
She still seems don’t want to talk much with me… Months ago, our relationship is not like the old time, I tell myself everything will be alright… A week ago, we are having very good time and happy together… I though everything is getting better… The coming holiday, I can bring her to the place she wants to go; showing off to people how sweet we are…No, things I never expected is just happened… I asked why, she told me it’s not my fault, but I know, it’s my fault, I did many terrible things to her… It’s too late for me to regret… It’s no longer the same anymore she said… Things keep changing; of course it will not be the same all the time… History pass, future is in our hand, I’ll make sure it goes fine…
That day, I asked for a last one… a very last chance… She gave me thousands of opportunity, I never make used of them… This time, she said no…Now I realized, this is the chance! She just pressed the reset button… a button that giving me opportunity to do what I never did all these long… It’s not easy to fix things that go wrong… she made an easier way for me… Start everything from zero… Like a messed up essay, it took times to erase or fixed when it was out of topic or write wrong… What she did is give me a new paper, what I need to do is just do it in a more proper way, putting back the good stuff, not repeat the same mistake… No need an eraser which make more dust, even left any messed up mark on paper… Or, no annoying cross lines on the mistake, or messy liquid-paper stains… What I need is a sharpened pencil, writing finer words; more attentive… longer lead, thousands of words to be written; be more patience… A lovely essay will appear in the end; that’s life!
She still seems don’t want to talk much with me… Months ago, our relationship is not like the old time, I tell myself everything will be alright… A week ago, we are having very good time and happy together… I though everything is getting better… The coming holiday, I can bring her to the place she wants to go; showing off to people how sweet we are…No, things I never expected is just happened… I asked why, she told me it’s not my fault, but I know, it’s my fault, I did many terrible things to her… It’s too late for me to regret… It’s no longer the same anymore she said… Things keep changing; of course it will not be the same all the time… History pass, future is in our hand, I’ll make sure it goes fine…
That day, I asked for a last one… a very last chance… She gave me thousands of opportunity, I never make used of them… This time, she said no…Now I realized, this is the chance! She just pressed the reset button… a button that giving me opportunity to do what I never did all these long… It’s not easy to fix things that go wrong… she made an easier way for me… Start everything from zero… Like a messed up essay, it took times to erase or fixed when it was out of topic or write wrong… What she did is give me a new paper, what I need to do is just do it in a more proper way, putting back the good stuff, not repeat the same mistake… No need an eraser which make more dust, even left any messed up mark on paper… Or, no annoying cross lines on the mistake, or messy liquid-paper stains… What I need is a sharpened pencil, writing finer words; more attentive… longer lead, thousands of words to be written; be more patience… A lovely essay will appear in the end; that’s life!
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