I got these thought.

Life get miserable when:

...you want some thing, and u can't get it... or even got the chance to have it...

...you tried everything to avoid something happen, and it HAPPEN!

...something works on every single person in the world, but not the one you love most.

Sunny day came after the storms... but, storms come after that too...
It must be a storm there... but please not that often please...
I might say every party will be the same...
Just which side or point of view you are standing at...
You did something, for someone;
Others will also did something, for someone too...
Some times, just that we only see things in a point of view.
It's not just about ME.
You will never know what peoples have done for you...
You might say you know that, but we will never know we we really knew.
I's not everything can be define or can be describe through words...
Some times, things we wanted things to happen will just like people sitting there and hopping for the world will not end by it times...

Day by day, my times are running shorts...
Some times, I just feel that I need to seek for a psychologist...
Maybe they can help...
Maybe this can give me more times...

14-07-2010

Today, just a blink of eye, a year passed. The 1st Anniversary of my first DSLR bought. Still remember the day my car first hit by other end up with a broken head lamp. It's been a year, still being an armature. My degree ends, it's time again for me to choose another road again... Don't know where my path is.... Don't even know I can continue my studies... I'm abit... LOST here...

I still can remember it fresh in my mind like almost 2 years ago: My friend asked me, Tommi, what's the misarable thing happened on you in your life? No doubt, I answer: Nothing I guess... As time passed, many things happened with grown up more... There're something I felt miserable with.... It's all about myself...

I hate Photographer!

If

.......If...........

If I got no money, I will never got friends...
If I really am, I will never got a gf too...

If I don't do all that, I won't get all these...
If I did that, I will never get all these too...
No matter it's a good one or a bad one...

If I never exist in this world,
The world will never become like this.

No matter it's a good one or a bad one...

It's been a while.

08-07-2010

It's months I never wrote on blog.

Recently, kind of free, but times looks packed. No more classes, but still feel times are never enough...

These days, something is bothering me... I don't know what was it... I don't feel good...

It's like I can't get things done at all... It's hard to do what I wanted to do... What's really wrong here?

Try so hard to change something, improving... but it's not easy... Things doesn't get right... Realize many things... I'm changed... Different... but others are not... Lots of out-of-control things... I don't want them to happened at all! Trying to be cool... & steady... Look for the best and positive one... Everything will be fine... Have to be patient...

17-6-2010

今天，我们都很早起床。我准备早餐，她洗衣。我弄了他最爱的’scramble egg’, 配上香肠，bacon, 杂豆，沙拉及一杯温牛奶。然后我们去看电影！Toy Story 3! 是她期待已久的电影。 路上，交通都很舒畅，广场也很容易找到车位。电影开场还有很多时间，我们就到处逛逛。我们买了电影里头的”woody”, “Jessie”, “Buzz Light Year” 的玩偶和 “bulleye”的可爱版玩偶！ 然后，我们买了超大装泡米花和汽水去看电影。我们手牵手，抱着电影主题里的玩偶，一边吃着爆米花，一边喝汽水，一边看电影，以致大笑！真开心啊！看完电影，我们一人一支雪糕，有说有笑的。她拖着我的手，怎么放也不开。。。然后她跑到对面，回头转身，把她大大把的长发一泼，望着我开行的笑了。多迷人的笑容。。。感觉多幸福呀！

Dear, 我爱你！

x.x

Personal principle kills.