Yesterday, got a task from sir in the morning. Pam's eye getting worse, went to buy her some medicine, help grandma to buy some pills too. Went to shop to do some printing. Then rush back home to take some stuff. Rush to college to have some revision. Thanks a very good friend of mine for waiting me, taught me and gave me confident for my finals. Rush back home to finish up the task got earlier, wanted to make a card for a sister-like good friend. Got a call from Pam, she wants to dine with her families, just the right time, I'm on my way back. Freaking jam due to some road construction in major highway plus some irritating incident happened. Took double of time to reach home, my spec is broken again... so farking pissed.. Tried to cool down & called up Pam to confirm timing for the meet up, canceled...(pissed & had some argument again, wtf everything is up to me and in the end things will blame on me??? wtf with letting you make the choice? *lost control after that*)
Night, not feeling well at all... everything planned and promised are undone. Went to dinner with Pam & them. Said it only gonna be a while. Then food ordered obviously attendance to Munya's place is off. Shown up someone farking blow smoke to my food! You not giving me any better image at all since the first time I know the existing of you. Fark off and happy killing. Freaking more not well after that... Feeling like to puke... YC is more important than a best friend's once in a life time birthday party? Some more is with some people who don't like me too... (don't judge my act, you don't have the right one either)
SAD. Beach does not formed in a day. Lots more reason for that. Sorry Munya.
Today, I love to wake up early in the morning! Try to delay some time, maybe Pam will change her mind wake up early to go training too. No, and I'm going to be late. Heading to my car and saw a 2 foots long scratch on my car! Fark! Must be someone hit my car last night... Rush to shop get my stuff where I didn't get the chance to do so (so pissed even try to think back! You just mad at me where I got task from my superior...). Rush to training classes by 'flying' my car... Meet some SH... Fark you! You don't speed, it's not my problem, wtf u want to mess with me? I'm late for the class. Not bad for the day with the kids. Today, I got assigned with two problems kids, I instruct them, and the successful rate is only 30%... A kid is total failure, another is not as good as I expected.
First session end, finally its the time I waited for every week. It's the only time for me to release my stress!! Had some serious training... It's was so exhausting, everyone are... And I had a fall during a reaction chasing training.. Right before I was down, I can't feel my leg. Its the first time I had this... Got some minor injuries... Class end, glade to meet up with my bro again. Sadly, no class for the coming week.
